Camp Love Your Body

It's more like a routine, or test, or new lifestyle.
I've started to realise lately, and many other people probably also do (obviously do) complain about my body a lot. No seriously A LOT.
I go to the gym, I try to stay healthy, I JUST recently started with vitamins.

Main Point, since it's warm now, I'm gonna walk around the house topless till I leave for vacation. Just long enough to feel comfortable in my own skin because hey, it's my skin and I want to love it.
I hope it loves me back, why wouldn't it I moisturise it!

Snippets

A poem I found on my wall (it's VERY confusing):
Be Me
Fear Me
Tease Me
Best Friends
and Enemies
Beatings and Meetings
A Rhyming Tune in a
Run in with a Wall and an
Extroverted Piece of Drama Giggles
He Smiles because he wants to
It's all there is out there
Except for him
Since he's an Extroverted Piece of Drama Giggles

Jog of Inspiration

So lately I've been jogging/running/running out of breath on the treadmill hardcore. AND I LOVE IT. Who knew jogging has instant effects?
But what I love more than anything is that when you get to a point when you're pretty sure you're having a heart attack, you zone out for a second listening to your music, think about that model body you want, NO need! Think about all the models out there who are way hotter than you and then BAM.
All of a sudden God blesses you with the strength of a model.
Yay an extra 10 minutes!

City Boy From That One Town

Living 15 years in a city I would say classifies my as a City Guy, right?
Well for the past year I've been living in a city again after living 3 slow, slow, slow years in a town. Now that the lie England calls summer is here, I'm back home in the town.
The most shocking thing?

I can hear birds.
Like the birds are seriously happy it's the morning and they're letting me know that shit. These super-powered town birds are so loud, they're drowning out the sound from my TV. What do they feed these things in towns? In cities it's usually alcohol-stained kebabs.
But I feel the peace, and I feel the humble, and I'm loving the super plant oxygen too.
I even got a free day at a gym!

Relationship = Career Ender?

Two blogs in like 10 minutes but I just saw something on TV that sparked my brain awake again, yeah I'm on vitamins now I'm just FULL of energy.
When people finally settle down with someone else, it seems that constantly one of them end their careers. Why?
I guess you could say they finally feel comfortable enough to feel safe without the career, or that they want to start a family so one HAS to move change career to parent, OR they hate their jobs.

But what about those people who truly love what they do? Who live and breathe their job, whether it be dancing or running a business. What happens when say they want to start a family? I'm guessing they simply choose what they love more, and a lot of the time it's to start a family.
I wish I understood that mindset.

"Studying"

Omg exam season.
OK fair enough I only have one exam to do, but hey, it's still in the season. I'm doing the whole 'study' thing, when it's actually just reading words and repeating them to yourself while eyeing the TV from the corner of your eye, haha!

I'm the type of learner that literally, ok prepare for psycho speak, I have to talk to myself while I study, basically having a conversation with myself. It totally helps because it's like I'm writing an essay, and for the past 3 years of my life all I've done is write essays.
Does it help? Hell yes! Is it crazy and potentially future psychokiller? Just...just a little bit.

Mine, No MINE!

Ok, I think my brain's going to blow up. I woke up to people complaining and freaking out about politics and the voting. So I was all, wtf, how does this work. So after figuring out how the whole system worked in the UK, what do I think?

Are you serious?

It's literally like a bunch of kids pulling at a crown or something. People say "This is how things are always done." I have news for you, just because something is traditional, doesn't make it right.
If I can figure that out, I'm PRETTY sure leaders can at least guess it? I think I just lost the faith.
Yep there it goes.
Nayef doesn't care anymore.

Chaaaaaaange His Ways

Make a change! After hours and hours of singing to myself in my Macbook laptop screen, I re-discovered (that's a lie), just discovered Michael Jacksons-Man in the mirror properly. Like actually paid attention. And I can't stop singing, like I don't even care about the imaginary amazing notes I hit! Haha! The song hits me hard, heart wise!

If something's wrong, then something's wrong, so change it. Simples?

Lindsay-where'd you go-Lohan

I'm not going to lie, Linsdsay Lohan used to be my perfect woman. With the whole red head, cute face, adorable personality thing going on, she was like MADE for me. You know, before half her body decided to disappear.
WHY am I remembering LL? I re-listened to Confessions of a Broken Heart and my heart broke, I really miss her. Like she was a good actress too, such a beautiful woman. ALSO, I'm a dedicated 10x watched Mean Girls fan and she was my best friend in my head! Sadness.

There's A War And I Already Lost

Goodnight.

I don't get hunger, is it there because it loves us, or simply because it hates us. Because with a serious face on, I'm for the latter. Sure being hungry means feed me or die, but doesn't it also mean feed me and gain like 100lb? It's a constant battle I'm pretty sure I'm not going to win, hell even try to.